America is scary. I am not particularly enjoying this “super bowl”.
I’m very tired and glued to the ground. So sleepy. Can’t concentrate.
Talking to some people on my social networks. Seperation anxiety. Gonna keep smoking ~
I wonder if I am changing. I wonder what into.
I have an orange in my hands now.
I believe I am near alone in the world now, but the less I live in that realm of reality the better my life is, or at least easier to endure. Been missing out on having friends.